Why is it so hard to wanna make it right?
Why is it so hard when it involves feelings and emotions?
Why is it so hard when I felt that we're just trying to please the people around us?
God, what do You have to say about this? I really wanna know...
I know I won't like this... but through out these feelings, I choose to believe that God is trying to mold me and trying to tell me something. God, what are you trying to tell me? Please give me specific facts/details and help my heart to be able to accept it.
Sigh... I don't know what to say. I need to sleep and bury all these. I hate what I'm feeling right now. The feeling of "tak puas hati"... the feeling of "what the heck?"
Would it be any better if I just buat bodoh and didn't "guess" it? Would it be any better if nobody knows? I can only imagine and wonder...
Ahhh... forget about it...
Surviving
15 hours ago
4 comments:
I think you need to find a counselor,
hmm i think i'm a good candidate. *grins*
this is life..indeed, you are right, God is molding you..accept it and be mold!!!^^looking forward for the new shape of you..=)cheers
If GOD doesn't tell you anything, it's either your heart is shut from what GOD wants you to hear, or He wants you to wait. =)
True true :D
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